And she arrives.

Well, after waiting what seemed like forever.  My period finally came on day 29.  For me, that'a long cycle.  But again, could be because of the surgery and my body just a little weird from it.  I have to say I was hopeful but after about 6 negative pregnancy test while I was waiting for it to arrive, I had told myself it was just late due to surgery.  So, I wasn't overly disappointed this month.  Well, don't get me wrong- I had it all planned in my mind how this would be the perfect month- with Dave's birthday and Father's Day, but any month will do as long as it happens. 
I guess I'm still going on Dr. Lucas's words of encouragement when he told me a few months he expect a pregnancy.  I am not quite sure I can even fathom that in my mind.  I've played through it in my mind over and over- what will i do when the pregnancy test actually says pregnant or I see two lines.  I know in my heart I will be so overjoyed- I will cry.  I think I may be a little shocked and not believe it- so I will take numerous test just to prove to myself it is indeed true.  And hopefully I will still be able to surprise Dave like I have always wanted to.  This of course involves taking the test under the sneak and keeping my mouth shut until I see him or feel that I have the perfect moment to tell him.  I really can't wait.  Just thinking about it makes me smile.