I am now one of those people that have so many doctors and doctors appointments I can't keep them all straight. This Thursday I forgot I have an appt. with my OBGYN until they called tonight with a friendly reminder. Thank goodness - I would have missed it otherwise. It's just for my yearly exam- don't get too excited. I wish I could say it was for something different but no. And then we're still waiting on my period to come so I can go back to Dr. Vasquez to start the Lupron Challenge test, and then next Thursday I am following up with Dr. Lucas. Oh and that same day a chiropracter appt. with Dr. Dagen. No wonder I can't keep them straight.
The idea of twins sounds more and more exciting. Don't get me wrong- I know it would be a lot of work, but when you try this long and this hard- you almost feel like you deserve something extra special. I was talking to God the other night and got this big smile on my face- like maybe that is His plan.. I really got this feeling inside that we will have twins. I don't know what it is but I just have this feeling. Maybe He does have something really big in store for us and he is really preparing us for that- so that instead of taking them for granted or being annoyed by twins- Dave and I will be overjoyed. We will not only want them but we'll thank God for such a special blessing. I know regardless God's hand are on the situation- and whether we have one, two, three, or four- all at once or over time- they will all be special blessings from him and we will cherish each and everyone He gives us.