With infertility, most friends do a wonderful job with offering sympathy. They feel sorry for you but they do not necessarily understand what you are actually feeling, partly because they've never gone through it themselves. As a result of this they feel sympathetic for you because they do not understand the problem or predicament that you are presently having. Empathy on the other hand takes a little more work. It often takes going through a similar situation to gain empathy for someone. Empathy can be described as sharing a feeling with someone. Sympathy is generally expressed to a person when they're going through a rough time. Empathy is generally shared with the person as you walk with them through the problem they are dealing with at that time. You have the ability to imagine how hard it is to be in their shoes, and you are with them during their time of stress.
I guess this has been on my mind tonight because I just got back from an infertility seminar at our church. Thanks to a friend who informed me of it. Up to this point, I hadn't really known of anything to attend to receive support from others who are walking through the same journey. I've never been surrounded by so many others all at once that are going through exactly what we're going through. People that are literally walking through the same process as we are- women that have had the same surgeries, procedures, medications, shots, and received the same bad bad news time and time again. We're not alone. I think tonight I learned that there is support out there. There are so many other very deserving couples out there who want a child just as badly as Dave and I , and they're not getting pregnant either. Currently 15% of all childbearing couples in the United States are walking the infertility journey. That's a good amt of people when you think about it.
The group session tonight was very good. Probably about 20 of us that met- husbands and wives. It's such a comfort to know there are others out there that truly do understand the pain, the trials, and the longing that Dave and I have been experiencing the past 2.5 years. They've walked through it too! Our church is going to actually start a group that meets regularly for anyone walking the journey to gain support and encouragement. I think that makes such a difference in any difficult circumstance- having others walking alongside you that know exactly what you're going through. That's one of the main purposes of church, of course number one is to hear God's word spoken into our lives, but I would say that community is right up there. He provided us with a group of fellow believers to walk alongside of us when we are going through difficult times. Not just infertility, but any trial we find ourselves in.
Dave and I are excited to meet with this group again as we walked away feeling supported, encouraged, and normal. Normal in a sense that everyone else there shares the same struggle we do. Some have opted to adopt and have beautiful babies, others may choose to use donor sperm or donor eggs, and yet others are still trying to get a diagnosis from their doctor so they can proceed appropriately. I think sometimes God allows us to walk through things so we can be of help to others. I am gaining such a heart for women going through infertility. My heart weeps for them because I know exactly what they're walking through. I don't know how God will use this in my life, but I know that he's growing a passion in me to help those going through what I'm going through.